Hi everyone,
Here’s my situation. I’m currently at a Big 4 consulting firm (non-strategy), where I’ve been for 2.5 years.
Three years ago, I passed MBB screening but wasn’t ready for interviews and failed first rounds. Since then, I’ve been slowly preparing for MBB — it’s my dream — but mental health issues have slowed me down.
This past year, I underperformed. I had conflicts with a senior colleague and didn’t handle solo client meetings well. My mental health affected how I reacted, and I take responsibility for how things went.
I didn’t get promoted this year. Officially, I’m still on track to be promoted to senior in 2 years, but realistically I think that opportunity is gone. After my performance review, my manager told me to look for another job, and I may soon be placed on a PIP.
I’m an immigrant — my legal status is still valid for 2 more years, but I need a job to pay rent and stay financially stable. If they officially terminate me, I may be eligible for unemployment benefits, which could buy me some time to figure things out.
Right now I’m torn between:
- Moving to another Big 4 or equivalent at senior level to reset and rebuild but this would also postpone the fact that I could enter strategy consulting which is my goal and dream
- Applying and prepare to MBB/Tier 2 to chase my dream and goal
- Searching for any job to stay in the country and stabilize financially
I’m from a target school and had a strong record before this year. Any advice on how to move forward would mean a lot.
Thanks in advance.