I have just joined a tier 2 / 3 firm for a few weeks as an experienced hire, and I feel really pressured since I was expected to lead a side project once I joined the firm. Without having prior strategy consulting experience, I didn't really know how to lead this project, and I started receiving negative feedback from junior members such as not leading them to specific directions, etc. Besides, the work style and culture was very different compared to my previous firm and I needed time to “adapt”. Recently, another senior colleague joined this project and started to lead this project instead.
Although new joiners will have time to demonstrate their value, I feel that the current situation was reflecting bad on me, and I was quite frustrated of not gaining an “early win”. Might be due to pressure - sometimes I can't get rid off the anxiety of “not passing a probation”.
Regarding my situation, could you please share some thoughts on how to build the “right mindset” as a new joiner (am I worrying too much about not performing in the very first project)? Also, any tips on how to quickly settle in consulting as an experienced hire with no prior consulting experience? Appreciate your thoughts!
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